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Saturday, November 20, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Not me
Heartbreaks, me? Naah. That's something that wouldn't ever happen to me, ever!
Three weeks later and all I wish for, is having him back. I'm crying over him. Something I could never imagine. I swore to myself that I would never cry over some guy because they all suck.
I swore to myself that I would never open myself up to someone so that I could protect myself.
I guess the saying 'love is blind' is there for a reason. I was completely blind, loved him with all my heart, I trusted him.
I should never have done that. I should have known that he's like any other guy: shallow, not to be trusted, taking any opportunity to 'cheat'. And meanwhile, he remarked every little thing I said or did.
At least I've been honest all this time. I have no feeling of any guilt.
Karma's a bitch. He'll get what he deserves.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Impulsive impulses
Is it possible to do impulsive things without giving it a thought and regretting it later?
How does this work? Does regretting something make things OK or shouldn't I've done it in the first place? If it already happened, how can you make things ok, especially when it involves others?
My impulsive behaviour has put me into a lot of trouble.
Should I stop being impulsive? No because that's who I am and I like being impulsive, I like to surprise myself. Should I stop getting into trouble? Yes!
The reason why I think people are impulsive is because they're not afraid to take chances and it makes life fun. Often enough I can't explain why I did something though. And saying 'because I felt like doing it' is not enough nowadays.
I'm still finding a way to moderate my impulses, controlling them. But is there a middle path? Can someone impulsive be moderately impulsive? Is that still called impulsive or controlled?
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