I'm really not too keen about men right now. I'm hurt and I hate this feeling. This was exactly why i never gave my heart away to anybody. To prevent the pain...
I want to be independent, I want to be able not to miss anyone, not to care about anybody. I want to be able not to think about anybody, not to want to be with a person I love.
I think.. that I push people away unintentionally, be a pain in the ass so that this picture in my head comes true and I can say: 'see, i shouldn't trust anyone, see people always leave'
Too bad it doesn't work like that.
I want to be independent, I want to be able not to miss anyone, not to care about anybody. I want to be able not to think about anybody, not to want to be with a person I love.
I think.. that I push people away unintentionally, be a pain in the ass so that this picture in my head comes true and I can say: 'see, i shouldn't trust anyone, see people always leave'
Too bad it doesn't work like that.
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